I am

Too tired to sleep
This thing has taken control
I'm not me.
I can't be used,
I can't be named,
I am myself not being me.
I'm lost,I'm dead
I shot myself on the head.
The reason was you
You couldn't make it through.
But why?
Too weak?
Still being a freak?
No...you're wrong...
From all kings
You're the one that spread my wings.
Our love is still in the air,
No, I know it's not fair.
It should be among us,
Throwing us to the walls...
But here am I.
There are you...
And together, we shall be eternal.